good news

I got the best news ever this morning. As you know I've had physical problems and I promised an update on those problems. Here it is I have a totaly normal polyp and it is not cancerous I reapeat no cancer anywhere. I need a simple procedure to remove the polyp and I will be back to normal. The whole issue of not knowing was really affecting me more than I realized. I was so tense and moody and now that the wait is over and the drama of not knowing is all done I am so relieved. I guess you don't see the stress you put yourself through trying to be strong it really is a killer trying to stay strong all the time. You think you can handle it on your own but really the truth is I learned all of your support thoughout this waiting game is what helped me the most. Until this morning I didn't realize how much stress I created for myself. Talking  about it has been very helpful in dealing with my issues. For those of you not sure about the benifits of Blogging this has really been the best outlet to help me with my current situation. I will  be more consistent with the blogs after seeing how much I needed it. I am looking forward to July 1 I took my holidays and am switching  my sleep so I will be there all day. Have a great week and I will see you all thursday night. Sifu Jeannette Langner